Testimony before the
 Senate Committee on the Judiciary Subcommittee on Immigration
 On the Detention and Treatment of Haitian Asylum Seekers
 October 1, 2002
 Marie Jocelyn Ocean
 Haitian Asylee and Former INS Detainee
 Good afternoon. My name is Marie Jocelyn Ocean and I am from Haiti. On
 behalf of all of the asylum seekers still in detention, I would like to
 thank you for honoring me with the opportunity to speak to you today about
 our experience and the treatment we have received here in the United
 I was forced to flee Haiti because I was being persecuted by members of
 Lavalas, a gang that supported the government. My family was politically
 active and we all spoke out against Lavalas. Because he spoke out, my
 father was killed. My brother was very active in politics, and he was
 also killed. My other brother was stabbed by Lavalas and he almost died.
 They even hurt our children. My brother’s son was beaten. The found my
 daughter who was nine years old then, and they kicked her in the mouth.
 When my life was in danger because they were threatening me and came after
 me, I had no other choice but to flee because there was no one to protect
 me in Haiti. So I got on that boat with all the other people to flee
 Haiti and find freedom somewhere else. We did not know where we would
 land, only that we had to flee Haiti to save our lives. The US Coast
 Guard and INS picked us up at sea on December 3, 2001.
 I came to the United States for peace, freedom and protection. And
 because I am speaking to you here today, you know that I have found
 freedom here, and for that I am grateful. On May 31, 2002, the
 Immigration Judge granted me asylum here in the United States because of
 the persecution I suffered in Haiti. I am the lucky one though. I am the
 only Haitian woman from TGK that I know of who has been granted asylum so
 far, although I know that many of the other women I was detained with also
 suffered terribly in Haiti. Yet they continue to suffer because they are
 still detained.
 Like me, all the other Haitian women came here seeking freedom from
 oppression. We did not leave our homes because of hunger or lack of food,
 we left because of the political violence in Haiti. So when we first
 arrived we thought the Americans would treat us with dignity and that they
 would protect us after what we had suffered. We knew there to be laws in
 this country to protect victims of abuse and torture.
 So I was shocked by how they treated us. Instead of finding freedom, we
 were thrown in jail. We were treated worse than nothing, we were treated
 as criminals. There was almost no one to help us when we were in
 detention. Even though the laws were too complicated for us to understand
 alone, our detention made it very difficult for us to get access to
 lawyers and we had to go to court very quickly.
 Being detained made it so much harder for us to even have a chance in
 court. At first I was taken to a local hotel in Miami with many of the
 other women. There were four women, including me, and a little seven year
 old girl in my room, who I was not related to. We were locked in that
 room together all day. We were not allowed out of our rooms, and we had
 nothing to do, there were no activities and we had no exercise. No one
 could come to see us there and we felt terribly isolated and alone, also
 because we could not communicate with most of the guards because they did
 not speak Creole. I was at the hotel for more than two months and in all
 that time I was only able to breathe fresh air on four days- three times
 when I went to court and once when I was taken to Krome for visitation.
 Sometimes I felt as if I was suffocating and my heart would begin to race
 because we were locked in that small space together for so long. It was
 impossible to know what was happening or what we should do because there
 was no one to explain anything to us because the lawyers can’t come to the
 hotel. So I went to court alone without understanding what I was supposed
 to do or anything that was happening, which was terrifying. One day the
 officer yelled, “Ocean, court!” and I left thinking I had a hearing. But
 they did not take me to court. They took me to jail, to TGK. They took
 my picture and they strip-searched me. I was so afraid I was about to be
 deported. I was completely humiliated, and it seemed so unnecessary to
 treat us like that. But they do this to all the women, not just me.
 I never understood what was happening until I got an attorney. At night
 when I would try to sleep at the jail they would flash lights in our eyes
 and bang on our doors, and it would startle me terribly. Sometimes it
 made me remember bad things that happened in Haiti. Many of the officers
 yelled at us a lot and we didn’t understand why. They scared me a lot.
 Whenever I tried to tell my lawyer about my experience in Haiti, it was
 difficult to concentrate because we were in a place that was only adding
 to our misery.
 It was at the jail though that I met staff from FIAC and they were able to
 help me and represent me in court. If I didn’t have a lawyer I would
 never have been able to tell the judge my story because the laws are very
 difficult to understand here. We were supposed to fill out our asylum
 applications in English, but none of us speak English and many of us
 cannot read or write. There were very few organizations like FIAC that
 understood the laws and could help us when we were in detention. Many of
 the other women were not as lucky as me though and did not find anyone to
 help them. If it had not been for FIAC, no one would have helped us at
 all. Most of the women had to go to court and speak to the judge by
 themselves. I am very lucky because FIAC represented me and I won my case
 in court and now I am free. But my heart cries for the women that are
 still there and who did not have a lawyer to help them speak to the judge.
 Now some of the Haitian women have been deported and forced to return to
 the place of our nightmares. The problems we fled in Haiti have only
 gotten worse since we left. There has been even more violence recently in
 the streets, and there was even a prison close to the neighborhood where
 we come from, Raboteau, that was broken into and the prisoners freed.
 There is no rule of law in Haiti, only chaos. How can they return people
 to a place like that, people who did not have lawyers in court and who did
 not have a chance to tell the judge what happened to them?
 My heart breaks for the Haitians from my boat who are still in detention,
 it has been almost ten months for them now. They came here because they
 were afraid for their lives. The women I was in the jail with have been
 transferred to a different place now, but they still have not been
 released. I cannot understand this because everyone else from every other
 country was quickly released while the Haitians have stayed in detention.
 This has made it even more difficult for us, to watch so many other women
 from other countries come in and quickly get released. I didn’t think the
 United States would treat people differently just because of the place
 they were born, I thought everyone was equal here. But we were not
 treated like everyone else, even though we are all human and we all have
 the same blood. It became clear to us that the only reason we were in
 jail indefinitely is because we are Haitian. But I still cannot
 understand why the Haitians are kept in detention and all the others are
 I pray that my words today will somehow help the Haitians that are still
 imprisoned. Thank you for listening to me today.